perpetually winding down,
but never stopping, for long:
complaining and blaming,
pausing only, it seemed,
for nourishment, rest and air,
as, all around her held their
collective breath and sent up
a silent prayer that her days
of wretched luck and spectacularly
unfair treatment had, finally,
given way to the ordinary ebb and flow
of most everybody else’s fortunes and fates …
if only community "willing" could make it so
but no – alas, it was not to be and as the years
drifted passed, it became clear to those
whose ears she bent, repeatedly,
whose ears she bent, repeatedly,
with her litany of woe – she was doomed,
to be endlessly misunderstood
and victimized all-the-days-of-her-life:
the gossamer threads of words
she wove continually unravelling
– like unfolding tabloid headlines –
to be entwined anew, catching the light
for a moment and then trailing off
to nothingness again and again so that,
she never owned a moment …
she was personally responsible for
photo: Small Town
Newspaper – office of the local newspaper in the charming town on Agassiz,
BC – W. Bourke
© 2015 Wendy Bourke
If only she could move on her existence would not have been this pathetic...an abyss of hollowness she's in...what a vivid sketch of character...
ReplyDeleteYou have characterized her so very well, Wendy. I have known people like this as well, those who complain about this and complain about that and nothing is ever their fault. It is tiresome after a while. I like 'she whined like a gramophone.'
ReplyDeleteI have met those people.. somehow they are caricatures.... someone from a Moliére play... always unhappy, always putting the blame elsewhere.. sad and brilliant composition.
ReplyDeleteI would stay away from her like as they are depressing to listen to ~ It is always a blaming game on others, but not herself ~
ReplyDeleteYou described her very well Wendy ~
Profound again, Wendy. Love your gramophone opening, the "she never owned a moment ending," and everything in between.
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